trying to preserve the

Flow of Making
(心流态创作)
in this AI-whatever future


yes, I help build it…
but still,

Only human creation

has a SOUL

Hi, I'm Stella Zhu,
a.k.a Crazy Apple :)


UX Designer by day,
teaching AI how to behave.

Artist at night, creating
zines, sculptures, small strange things:


Containers for my radical thoughts,
soft chaos,

and a life in motion.

Hi, I'm Stella Zhu, a.k.a Crazy Apple :)


UX Designer by day,

teaching AI how to behave.

Artist at night,

creating zines, sculptures, small strange things:


Containers for my

radical thoughts, soft chaos, and a life in motion.

trying to preserve the Flow of Making

(心流态创作)

in this AI-whatever future


yes, I help build it… but still,

Only human creation has a SOUL.

trying to preserve the

Flow of Making
(心流态创作)
in this AI-whatever future


yes, I help build it…
but still,

Only human creation

has a SOUL

Hi, I'm Stella Zhu,
a.k.a Crazy Apple :)


UX Designer by day,
teaching AI how to behave.

Artist at night, creating
zines, sculptures, small strange things:


Containers for my radical thoughts,
soft chaos,

and a life in motion.

A Small Guide for a Digital Encounter:


Hover the collection, scroll to move through.

Hover a piece, click to step closer.


Enjoy :D

A Small Guide for a Digital Encounter:


Hover the collection, scroll to move through.

Hover a piece, click to step closer.


Enjoy :D

A Small Guide for a Digital Encounter:


swipe <- or -> to move through each collection.

Tap an image to step closer.


Enjoy :D

The Moon Once Promised - Risograph Zine

The Moon Once Promised is a metaphorical story of a crossing during a period of self-redemption. It traces how two strangers met at the lowest point in one life: an unusual bond, rich in feeling yet tempered by the weight of reality, revealing the quiet pull between human nature, reason, and emotion.


28 pages. 7.5 x 5 in. Accordion binding. Printed in blue. Written in English & Chinese.

The Moon Once Promised is a metaphorical story of a crossing during a period of self-redemption. It traces how two strangers met at the lowest point in one life: an unusual bond, rich in feeling yet tempered by the weight of reality, revealing the quiet pull between human nature, reason, and emotion.


28 pages. 7.5 x 5 in. Accordion binding.

Printed in blue. Written in English & Chinese.

Love, Chemistry - Risograph Zine

love, Chemistry is a visual record of an inner journey. A relationship that never quite began, and a study of the forces that draw us together and pull us apart. Through drawings and emotional residue, the work traces how attachment forms, dissolves, lingers, and transforms.


14 pages. 8.5 x 5.5 in. Accordion binding with thread. Printed in fluorescent pink, yellow, and black. Written in English.

love, Chemistry is a visual record of an inner journey. A relationship that never quite began, and a study of the forces that draw us together and pull us apart. Through drawings and emotional residue, the work traces how attachment forms, dissolves, lingers, and transforms.


14 pages. 8.5 x 5.5 in. Accordion binding with thread.

Printed in fluorescent pink, yellow, and black.

Written in English.

The Shapes of Anxiety - Risograph Zine

The Shapes of Anxiety visualizes six different kinds of anxiety. Through poems and illustrations, it captures the essence of intangible feelings: for release, for personal record, and for self-healing. It is also an experimental study in empathy, an attempt to build a vessel for what plain language struggles to convey.


16 pages. 5 x 8.5 in. Pamphlet stitch binding. Printed in cornflower, red, and black. Written in English & Chinese.

The Shapes of Anxiety visualizes six different kinds of anxiety. Through poems and illustrations, it captures the essence of intangible feelings: for release, for personal record, and for self-healing. It is also an experimental study in empathy, an attempt to build a vessel for what plain language struggles to convey.


16 pages. 5 x 8.5 in. Pamphlet stitch binding.

Printed in cornflower, red, and black.

Written in English & Chinese.

Crazy Apple Not Crazy vol,1: A Background Story - Mini Zine

Crazy Apple Not Crazy is a mini-series that follows the story of Crazy Apple, who fell into doubt after her worth and uniqueness were denied, and began searching for her core values. Volume 1 tells her background story: the path of growth that led her here, and how she arrived at this search for what truly defines her.


8 pages. 2.75 x 4.25 in. One-sheet folded. Digital color printed. Written in English.

Crazy Apple Not Crazy is a mini-series that follows the story of Crazy Apple, who fell into doubt after her worth and uniqueness were denied, and began searching for her core values. Volume 1 tells her background story: the path of growth that led her here, and how she arrived at this search for what truly defines her.


8 pages. 2.75 x 4.25 in. One-sheet folded.

Digital color printed. Written in English.

Crazy Apple Not Crazy vol.2: Bubble Burst - Mini Zine

Crazy Apple Not Crazy Volume 2: Bubble Burst, unfolds as the “bubble” Crazy Apple once floated in gives way. As the expectation of rescue vanishes, a more uneven, vivid world comes into her view.


8 pages. 2.75 x 4.25 in. One-sheet folded. Digital color printed. Written in English.

Crazy Apple Not Crazy Volume 2: Bubble Burst, unfolds as the “bubble” Crazy Apple once floated in gives way. As the expectation of rescue vanishes, a more uneven, vivid world comes into her view.


8 pages. 2.75 x 4.25 in. One-sheet folded.

Digital color printed. Written in English.

Scuptures - Mixed Media
Fluidity, Light & Shadow - Photography, Digital Drawing

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